Sunday, November 10, 2013

It seems to be getting harder and harder.

I stopped drinking and today is my 29th day. I live with my boyfriend who thinks its ok to drink to get wasted and its not helping me. I wish he supported me more but he seems to care only of himself. I am trying to be a better person, i am taking a cna class so i can become certified by the state of indiana . Get a job and maybe as it looks be on my own. I will not be able to deal with this much longer, its not just a few drinks its to the point of no return. Like i don't even have a normal home life.i can understand a few beers after work but every weekend he is wasted, i try to get things done around the house and he only does everything half ass!
 tonight i argued to him and he brings up when i drink! i don't believe in that! I am trying to better myself and i take it one day at a time. I think i may have to ask him to leave but i won't be able to afford the house on my own, maybe look for a room mate? i don't know?